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"I will not cause pain without allowing something new to be born." Isaiah 66:9

Tuesday, September 18, 2012

I'm not sure what it is...

But right now, lately, I keep thinking about my babies, keep missing them.  My heart grabs towards them and wants to know them, wants to see them, wants to know who they are and how they are.  I know in my heart that they are happy, taken care of by the ultimate Father, but sometimes I wish I could just see them even just in a dream.

I used to wear this necklace every single day, and while I don't do that anymore, there isn't a day that goes by that I don't think their names and on the days I'm utterly compelled to wear it I always do and I pray my babies can feel my love for them!!

5 comments:

  1. Sending you love sweet friend!!!!!

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  2. They feel it! Thinking of you! L

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  3. ((HUGS)) I recently meet with my friend who I haven't seen since her sons funeral 12 years ago. We laughed, we cried and I saw first hand the deep pain in her heart. She said a day doesn't go by without him in her thoughts.

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  4. much love to you my sweet friend. I have a bracelet for H that I used to wear every day, I don't anymore but I like to know it is there when I need it or need to feel close to him. They are always with us, always.
    xoxo

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  5. They will forever be with us...they will ALWAYS be a part of us....they grew within us. I find myself missing my Christian too, especially when its quiet and I'm holding my sleeping Lovie in my arms.

    xoxo

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