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"I will not cause pain without allowing something new to be born." Isaiah 66:9

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Basketcase....

Last post was Overwhelmed, today basketcase!!!

I'm a mess, not in a bad way, but just feeling panicky, like what have I forgotten? All (and I mean ALL, I have all her clothes newborn to 3 months) of her clothes are packed in my car. Her carseat is installed, has been vigorously handled by mom and dad. The pack-n-play is in the car as well. She has diapers, formula, nursery water, diaper bags, socks, shoes, hair bows, you name it--it's in the Tahoe!! I'm going crazy trying to make sure I have everything we will need.

When you adopt from another state, you can be stuck there for a while. We don't know how long we'll be in Louisiana, and though it's not far, I can't leave the state with her until we are cleared, hope it's not too long! So, I want to make sure she has everything she needs! My sweet friends are collectively gathering their baby things and getting them together (the few things I don't already have) to bring over to my mom's. Being an adoption with no shower yet, there are things we still "need", which is a complete overstatement, as we in America have so many "needs" that aren't necessary. Nevertheless, my sweet friends are getting them together to loan to me. My stomach is in knots and I can hardly believe that after 3+ years of trying we might actually have a baby in just two days!

Please continue to pray for Baby Mama, for her peace of mind, for comfort with her decision, for an easy (and I mean EASY) labor, and for her to have support and love when this is over. I can't imagine how she feels. I imagine her heart is broken in so many pieces, but I know that she loves this baby, so please continue to cover her in prayer!

Pray for Cala to be healthy and for me to maintain my sanity and for Sean to have patience with me, as I'm a bit nutty right now (thank goodness I don't have pregnancy hormones to deal with right now too!!).

Only two more days and we'll meet our daughter. Sometime Thursday I'll be a mommy to a live baby. I will never stop missing my babies, but I am beyond thrilled that Cala will be our baby!!! And I'm very happy to know that she has so many angel babies watching over her daily!!
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15 comments:

  1. Meryl & Russell McLendonJune 30, 2010 at 4:28 AM

    So exciting! I love that you include hair bows on your list of essentials to bring to Louisiana. =) Praying for everyone. Can't wait to see pics of Cala.

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  2. AnonymousJune 30, 2010 at 4:49 AM

    Sounds like you have everything you need to bring to La.! Good luck on the trip and I can't wait to hear about Cala :).

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  3. LeahJune 30, 2010 at 5:11 AM

    Thinking of you! I can't even imagine the emotions you must have right now! It sounds like you are uber prepared though. I love how you say Americans act like we have so many needs, when really, we have everything (and more!) than we need. All this baby girl is going to need is a lot of love (well, and diapers. hee hee) and I have no doubt she will get that love from so many people.

    Please keep us all updated. :)

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  4. AndreaJune 30, 2010 at 5:18 AM

    Many tears my precious friend, as I'm filled with JOY for you and Sean. I can not even imagine the emotions that are flooding your head, but I pray that GOD will calm your fears and give you peace of heart.

    I'm here if you need me :)

    Love you to the Moon & Back! And, I can't wait for you to recite this heart felt quote to your precious daughter.

    xoxo
    your kindred spirit

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  5. La Belette RougeJune 30, 2010 at 6:00 AM

    I am wishing every good thing for you and everyone involved. I am terribly excited for you. Take good care of your sweet self during this very emotional and exciting time.
    p.s. I had to come over and thank you for that VERY lovely comment you left at my place. I am very touched and so sorry for the loss of your beloved O'brien.

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  6. Marie WJune 30, 2010 at 7:26 AM

    Excited for you! Praying all the way in Sunrise, Florida!

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  7. AnonymousJune 30, 2010 at 7:38 AM

    I am "over the moon" for you!!! What an exciting time in your life! And I think you're doing well if you've only reached basketcase status. I feel certain I would have been committed by now. Also, love love love that you have hairbows packed! I will pray that our Heavenly Father will watch over all parties this week. (((HUGS)))

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  8. LisaJune 30, 2010 at 8:12 AM

    Oh your post made me cry! I am so excited for you to meet your baby girl and to be a mommy with her baby in her arms!! I am praying for a smooth and easy delivery and for a peace and calmness to come over you! :) Post pics as soon as possible!!!

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  9. MonicaJune 30, 2010 at 10:34 AM

    I'm so excited for you. Praying praying and praying!!

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  10. daniJune 30, 2010 at 11:46 AM

    Deni you are going to be such an amazing mom to this little girl. All you truly need is unending love for her & guidance from above...both things you already have :) Praying for you..

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  11. LoriJune 30, 2010 at 5:05 PM

    Just CAN.NOT.WAIT for the update pictures with that sweet, sweet baby girl!!! Prayers that the process is smooth and Baby Mama feels peace in her heart over the right decision!

    So much love and excitement for you!!!
    xoxo

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  12. The TylersJune 30, 2010 at 6:16 PM

    Praying for all of your requests! Thank you for sharing this journey with us!

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  13. BeckyJuly 1, 2010 at 5:34 AM

    You have been in my thoughts and prayers over these last few days so much. I am praying for all of you. I am so excited for you!

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  14. BreeJuly 1, 2010 at 9:24 AM

    Been thinking of you for days. Sending love to you, hubby, Cala, and birthmom.

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  15. Mrs. Chapman's 2nd Grade ClassJuly 1, 2010 at 11:36 AM

    Just reading this today. Praying all went well today!!!

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