It is over! the birthmother isn't giving her up. We shouldve followed our guts and bailed in the very beginning, but sometimes you do stupid things and instead I let my heart get too wrapped up in the possibility of it all.
We are heartbroken and crushed, we shouldve seen the signs. But she seemed to have an explaination for everything, though we didn't believe her. I will continue to pray for her and that child, but it will be hard!
Thank you all for your love and support! We're not sure where we will go from here. I'm exhausted and want to sleep for days!!!
Boulder Ridge Zoo
2 weeks ago